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Alistair (Theirin) ([personal profile] fatherlesskind) wrote2015-11-28 09:49 am
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So this is Alistair speaking, you know, in case you somehow don't recognise the sound of my voice even though you're trying to talk to me. I'm not here or you'd be talking to me and not hearing this. You can leave me a message or share any juicy gossip or embarrassing secrets on this thing and I'll answer you or tell everyone I know when I find it. Maybe. Or maybe I won't because I don't want to talk to you and I'm really sitting here listening to you and laughing and just pretending not to be here, you'll never know! You should definitely share those embarrassing secrets though. I wouldn't tell everyone - just a few people and- *BEEP*
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[personal profile] circlejerked 2016-05-27 06:33 am (UTC)(link)
Can't imagine who you mean. You'll have to tell me more about this mage that isn't me during our sleepover.

[Rude, Alistair. He's at least no more of a bigmouth than Alistair himself is, and one could easily chalk that up to imitation being the sincerest form of flattery. Who wouldn't want to take after Ferelden's king?

(Aside from everyone who hates the new king, that is, though Anders doesn't count among them.)

He leans out of the rag's trajectory and catches it out of the air to toss it back at Alistair's feet.]


Well, so long as I have your approval I won't worry.
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[personal profile] circlejerked 2016-05-29 06:59 am (UTC)(link)
[The only sleepovers Anders has been having lately are the kind where he crawls into bed alone and stares at the ceiling, marinating in his anxiety, so anything other than that would be a drastic improvement if he were ever inclined to admit that, which he's not. All this talk of beautiful women might have something to do with the part about going to bed alone, for that matter, but it's not like he'd been seeing a ton of action on the field, or in the Circle before that. He's used to drought conditions.

Then again, maybe the solitude's getting to him more than he thought. Alistair all but insists he's fine the way he is and he smiles without really intending to, small and soft. He's turning into a sap at this rate. It's a strangely touching sentiment, being told not to do something that could take away part of what he is and replace it with something different.

For so long he's been thinking he should change, make an effort to fill in the gaps Justice hadn't been shy about pointing out in that abrasive, bare-faced honest way of his. Be a better person and a better mage, whatever that means. But when was the last time someone had said he was all right the way he is? Nothing comes to mind. The holes have always been there, waiting for others to advise they be shored up. Marks have always been fallen short of. He's the wasted potential guy, the work in progress, not the fine as is guy.

It means something now to hear it, even if Anders still needs time to think about just what change means for his present as well as for the future.]


When you put it that way... [The smile inches toward being genuinely flattered.] I don't think you need to worry about winning over difficult royals with talk like that. You're a regular charmer. Minus the dwarf feet. That's just mean.
Edited 2016-05-29 07:03 (UTC)
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[personal profile] circlejerked 2016-06-02 07:01 am (UTC)(link)
As your friend, I feel it's my duty to say "serious" isn't a good look for you, not at all. [And just to make sure the maudlin moment is good and dead, Anders lets his own features slip into something more comfortable, relaxed and casual with just a hint of vanity in his smile.] You have a point. I don't know what I'd do without him.

[The thank you is implied, but never quite rises past his throat. He has a difficult enough time addressing what draws him to Justice or even contemplating the crimes he and Justice are allegedly responsible for--talking about them more than once in a single afternoon is an utterly exhausting prospect.

He doubts Alistair is complaining. It's a lot to lay on a man when that man has only Anders' word to go by in all of this.]


You mean you weren't offering it to me earlier? [A pointed look down at the seat he's occupying.] But I'm already comfortable.
circlejerked: (↯ and i cross the river)

[personal profile] circlejerked 2016-06-06 06:01 am (UTC)(link)
[Again with the rag! Anders shields his face so that the rag hits his arm and falls ineffectually to the floor. Can't he see Anders recently gave his robes a good clean? He's going to get them dirty all over again at this rate. Better than staining his shirt with tears, but still.]

You have a strange attraction to throwing things. Too bad you weren't a mage--you could get away with throwing all sorts of things in the name of scholarly enterprise.

[He sighs as if the very thought of having to move tires him down to his very soul. All right, all right, if he insists.]

Fine, have your bed. You need more beauty sleep than I do. [He stands.] I should be off, besides.
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[personal profile] circlejerked 2016-06-07 07:01 am (UTC)(link)
[So sensitive! The outrage earns a fleeting, carefree smile. He doesn't feel bad in the slightest bit--not about that. About other things, maybe, weightier things that hit a little too close to home, but not that.]

I said you need more than I do, I didn't say how much. You're still pretty.

[But he should really go--daylight's burning and he's taken up enough time with this. But he remains grateful in the ways Anders knows how to express such things. That much is clear when he reaches the door and turns with another smile that puts his appreciation on display.]

Thanks again--really, I mean that. I'm used to things being a mess but this is one that exceeds my wildest dreams. You didn't have to listen me do a rendition of all of my problems, but you did.